Hello!

Hello everyone, this is my first post in what will be my sissy diary!

I am just starting out on my journey into becoming a sissy girl. I am a 22 year old bicurious male who has the desire to dress and act like a girl.
It started when I was entering puberty. Occasionally I would slip on some of my mums tights to masturbate. At the time I had no idea why I wanted to do this other than I LOVED the material, it was so soft and felt so sexy.
Later I would combine this with wearing some high heels, painting my nails, maybe putting lipstick on, then all of a sudden, I stopped and started to have regular teen male thoughts and desires, which I still have!

However, around 4 years ago I started to look at pantyhose porn and realised that I have had this fetish since puberty!
At first it took me a while to understand that I had a pantyhose and high heel fetish, but I am so glad that I realised this. Overtime it developed from just seeing women wearing the shoes and pantyhose to wanting to wear them myself.

Now I realise that I want to be a sissy. I am coming to realise that I am bicurious and that I want to combine this with my dressing as a girl.
These are my first steps towards sissyhood and I am nervous, but excited by it!
I have fallen in love with my first pair of high heels and have even started day dreaming about them and at night dreaming sissy dreams about men!

More to come!